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Hundreds mark the Love of T's successes since its establishment in 2023 during the annual 'Dance The Blues Away' Gala on Saturday.
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Above, Lyn Clements, left, and Ken Milano speak about how the program has supported them; Sarah Auge recalled how Teresa Fitzgerald was like a family member and how she is missed.
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Matt Capeless is given the John Pando Award for his dedication to community programming.
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Helen Dondi is presented the James Schnurr Award for her consistent and enthusiastic support.
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Jessica Bourassa-Pitroff is presented the the Michael Capeless Award for dedication to peers in the community.
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Love of T Foundation Peer Support Program Keeps Expanding

By Brittany PolitoiBerkshires Staff
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Luke Fitzgerald founded Love of T in honor of his mother, Teresa. The organization's peer mentoring program has grown exponentially, reaching nearly 900 people in crisis last year. 

Reader's note: This article discusses suicide and mental illness.

DALTON, Mass. — The Love of T Foundation has consistently grown its peer support program over the last few years, reaching almost 900 people in 2025. 

Luke Fitzgerald founded the nonprofit in memory of his mother, Pittsfield resident Teresa Fitzgerald, who died by suicide on May 2, 2021. On Saturday, hundreds celebrated the Love of T's success since 2023 during the annual "Dance The Blues Away" Gala. 

"The topic that we deal with, it's a sensitive topic, suicide, or the 'S' word, that people like to shy away from, not talk about, shut down, walk away. I can remember when my mom first died, people that would typically come up and say hi, just kept their head down and walked in the other direction," Fitzgerald said to about 325 people at the Stationery Factory. 

"This is a topic that nobody wanted to talk about, but we're going to talk about it. We're going to keep talking about it. We're going to keep doing something about it." 

He recalled the first board meeting at a rented conference room at the Best Western hotel, and starting the program with a "little germ of hope" in a coffee shop on Elm Street three years ago. The weekly peer support meetings reached 68 people in the first year and expanded to reach 245 people in 2024

In 2025, the program expanded again, moving outreach to not only the Pomeroy House for crisis stabilization twice a week, but to Berkshire CSS (Clinical Stabilization Services) and the Jones 3 partial hospitalization program.  

Love of T reached 885 people last year.

"Let's talk about the things that people don't want to hear, because sometimes being uncomfortable is the best way for growth, and that goes for personal or in the community," Fitzgerald said. 

"And, you know, I don't feel shame or embarrassment about the manner in which my mother died, because I knew the power of the Love of T and what was possible. I think that as a community, we're doing better. We need to do better as a society."

Sarah Auge, whose mother was Teresa's best friend, said she was a part of her family then, and still is now. Auge can't believe it has been five years without her laughter and her smile, which were "very" contagious, or being an extra hand when anyone needed, which was often, she said. 

"We are also so proud of Luke and all he has accomplished in these past five years. Luke could have gone one way with the passing of his mother, and instead, he chose to take this tragedy and create the most amazing peer support program that our community so desperately needed," she added. 


"People can understand that they are not alone and that there is somebody else that has been in their shoes." 

Fitzgerald said he wants the nonprofit to be known for making a difference in people's lives. A couple of program participants shared their experience and the difference Love of T made in their mental health journeys. 

Lyn Clements described March 24, 2024, as "the darkest moment my soul had ever seen," and the kindness and de-escalation she received from Dalton Police dispatch in that moment. She learned about Love of T while at Berkshire Medical Center's partial hospitalization outpatient day therapy program shortly after, and felt that the drop-in meetings were ideal. 

The support also comes with no referrals, no cost, and no waiting periods. 

"What transpired in my soul when I began regularly attending meetings has been nothing short of cathartic. The connections made and friendships formed have changed my life for the better. I gladly carry with me the hearts of the attendees, but never in a heavy way, in a way that reminds me none of us are ever alone, and I have never been more alive,"  Clements said. 

"In Massachusetts, there are roughly 7 million people. Berkshire County, though home to only 130,000 of the 7 million, has the second highest suicide rate of our 14 counties, 2 percent of the state population nearly leads in the suicide rate. Let that sink in, we are a county in deeper crisis than most. We are largely forgotten by the rest of the state. Through our distance and rural setting, funding cuts seem to hit us first, and the struggle to get mental health care here can be years long, like mine was." 

A few years ago, when his life was in crisis, Ken Milano just wanted someone to sit across from him and tell him that he is understood and not broken, and to stay and tell his story. That day he entered the crisis system in the Berkshires and met some people who began to help. 

When Milano found the Love of T program, he found that he was not alone and could say the hard thing out loud without being defined by it. 

He is now employed as peer support staff. 

"Our demons, and I know we all have them, they don't just disappear, but at Love of T, they don't get to run the place. We help each other live and get through it. For a long time, I thought no one could understand me, and I thought that the part of the tapestry that could work for me just didn't exist, and I bet, if we're being honest tonight, a fair number of us in this room have felt the exact same way," he said. 

"Where you are is not what you are, but sometimes it seems impossible to remember that alone, grief, trauma, depression, addiction, anxiety, moments that rearrange your identity, we think we have to white knuckle it alone, but when we sit in a circle, and we speak honestly, something shifts. That is what Love of T gave to me, a place to be vulnerable and to be heard."

During the event, Matt Capeless was given the John Pando Award for dedication to community programming, Helen Dondi the James Schnurr Award for consistent and enthusiastic support, and Jessica Bourassa-Pitroff the Michael Capeless Award for dedication to peers in the community. 

The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is 1-800-273-8255. To contact the Crisis Text Line, text HELLO to 741741. More information on crisis hotlines in Massachusetts can be found here.


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BRTA Focuses on a New Run Schedule

By Breanna SteeleiBerkshires Staff

PITTSFIELD, Mass. — The Berkshire Regional Transit Authority is still working on maintaining its run schedules after dropping the route realignment proposal.

Last Thursday's meeting was Administrator Kathleen Lambert's first official meeting taking over the reins; retiring director Robert Malnati stayed during a transition period that ended last month.

Lambert is trying to create a schedule that will lessen cancellations. There was a two-hour meeting the week before with the drivers union to negotiate run bids and Lambert is working with the new operating company Keolis, which is taking over from Transdev.

The board spoke about anonymous emails from drivers, which Lambert said she has not seen. iBerkshires was not able to see those letters, but has received some. 

"They were lengthy emails from someone describing themselves as concerning BRTA employee, and there was a signed letter from a whole group of employees basically stating their concerns. So, you know, to me, it was a set of whistleblowers, and that, what my understanding is that this really triggers a need for some type of process to review the merits of these whistleblowers, not going to call them accusations, but basically expressions of concern," said member Stephen Bannon.

A letter iBerkshires received spoke of unhappy drivers who were considering quitting because of decisions being made without "input from frontline staff," frustration and falling morale, and the removal of the former general manager shortly after Lambert came in.

Lambert said it's difficult to navigate a new change. She also noted many drivers don't want to do Saturday runs and it has been hard negotiating with drivers on the new runs.

"I would like you all to keep in mind that the process of change is super difficult. Transdev has been here for 20 years, and some of these drivers have never known any other operating company, the way some of the operations have been handled has been archaic," she said. "So getting folks up to speed on how a modern transit system works is going to be painful for them. So I don't want to say that I'm unsympathetic, because I am sympathetic, but I am trying to coax people along with a system that's going to seem very strange to them."

The board spoke about better communication between them and Lambert, citing cooperation will be best moving forward.

"There's just a lot of stuff in the air right now, and there are a lot of fires to put out to make this a coordinated effort. And if we don't keep our communications open and be straightforward, then you get blindsided about how you know the input that you could get from us about your position, and how you know what's going on in your direction, and we get blindsided. And I think that we have to make sure that this is a collaboration," said member Sherry Youngkin.

"Both sides have responsibilities, because in the long run, this advisory board is going to have to make decisions as to how we brought forward and if we've gone forward in a fair and helpful way. And I think that's hopefully what everybody is looking for also." 

Transdev and Keolis held a three-day recruiting event interviewing almost 40 candidates and offering jobs to eight, but only three stayed on to start training. Lambert said it was disappointing but she will keep trying to retain more people.

In her first report to the board, she noted that ridership dipped a little over 10 percent, but still remains higher than last year, adding that was because of cancellations of services because of the lack of drivers.

Like the last meeting, some of the advisory board members were torn over the start of the Link413 service, worried that the start of the service took drivers away and the numbers of riders are low.

Lambert, however, said the ridership has doubled from last month.

"As I've spoken before, we have, generally, a six-month adoption for brand-new service before you can really go in and evaluate, are you being successful based on the grant that my predecessor wrote along with the team for PBTA and RTA, we are ahead of schedule, which is pretty good, so I'm hoping that will continue to improve," she said.

Member Renee Wood said the board never approved the service, adding the only thing she could find in the minutes was a vote to accept the equipment. She said it was supposed to be put on the agenda to discuss.

"The Link413 service has been three years in the making. It's been a grant that was accepted and has been working with our partners, PVTA and FRTA, to put into place. So I don't have the entire history of how that process worked, but it's been three years in the making, and did we not understand that once we accept that grant that we were going to put in new service?" Lambert said.

The board discussed if Title VI, the Civil Rights Act, was followed with an accurate review and accurate amount of time for public comment period on the service changes and if its attorney should review if the  grant conditions were properly followed.

Lambert said changes had the 60-day comment period included in the proposed route realignment packet, giving the opportunity for the community to respond to that as well but will look into the legality of the situation with their attorney.

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